Dealing with the pain
Work - it’s easier than it was at the start. It makes me feel better after what has happened in my life recently. I have no time to think about my life. And it’s great, because my…
Life - … sucks. I have absolutely nothing to do on this bloody village. It rains all the time. But there are pluses. I make it to the Gdansk University. Social Work. It seems that shit happens…
Love - still exist. I mean… I still love him, but we’re not in relationship anymore. I had to break up with him. Why? He has never had time for me. Always in work, always tired. If you love someone you’re never too tired to see that person. I’m working as hard as he. Was I ever too tired? When he wanted me to come to his home after work, or to meet in town - was I complaining? NEVER! I was happy I could see him and relax in his arms after long day. I had enough of this… nothing. Seeing each other once in 2 weeks? We’ve been together only for 3 months! And that shitting about “I want this relationship to last for a long time, it’s serious for me, I care about you” and the killer one “I’ll never hurt you”, “I’ll never make you cry”. Go to hell motherfucker, I’ve got enough.
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I want him back…
