Shitty time begins
Work: No work anymore. I gave up on Monday. And I feel… worse than earlier. It was good at the start, but I have nothing to do now. Maybe I’ll look for something else, but not in this week.
Life: I had a fight with another friend. Another jerk. First he wanted to go for a beer, then he didn’t even care to tell me that he won’t go (I was waiting for him for 30 minutes at the place…) and at the end he gave my phone number to some old junkie and he’s calling me all the time, saying weird stuff (like some kind of pedo), begging me to meet with him. I have to turn my phone off when I go bed because he calls me all night. He was pushy since we met, even when I was P.’s girlfriend. He scares me. My ex-boyfriend said that he’ll beat the junkie up if he’ll even try to hurt me. But for now I have to change my number. Maybe he would fuck off if I ignore him.
After all I’ve lost two friends recently.
I’m going to visit my other friends tomorrow. They are couple, really cute one. The girl helped me much when I had problems with P. and the boy always had a free hug and joke to cheer me up. They were friends with P. before they met me (four years, I guess), but they are still in my life even after we broke up. But about the tomorrow meeting - P.’ll be there. It have been two weeks since I’ve seen him before. I’m all nervous about it. Maybe because I still…
Love: him.
